Little Brother’s

You love them…


You fight with them…


You fight for them…


You look out for them…


You give them advice on girls…


Sometimes you even want to hate them because they made you mad…


But…


When they pull up in your drive way on one of these……..



You want to “throttle” them up side the head and ask WHY?!?!?!


He may be an adult. He may be over 6ft tall, compared to my 5’4, but he is still my little baby brother!


When it comes to motorcycle’s, I have a love/hate thing for them. I would love to have one and learn to ride, but at the same time, I’m scared to death of them. You hear on the news, almost daily anymore, about accidents involving motorcyclist, that the thought of having one, or having a family member on one makes you sick with worry.


Mom, if you read this, know I’m right there with you worrying!!!


I love you Jimmy, Please be careful!!!


Okay, I’m going to go clean my sewing room now and try to calm my nerves.

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LaLa Land and a Steam Mop

LaLa Land…….At least that is where I feel like I have been since Monday. I am on several medications right now and I can not wait till I’m done taking the antibiotics and steroids for the breathing issues I was having. These med’s on top of my everyday med’s, I have felt “odd” over the last 5 days, more like lost, but is some ways that’s nothing new for me ;) lol. Throughout the day, I’ll take moments where I don’t know what to do with myself, I’ll go in circles, or get overwhelmed when I state thinking about what I want to do next. It’s all very frustrating!!

After seeing and hearing my lungs while at Urgent Care, I decided then and there I was at the very least going to cut back on my smoking. I would love to be able to quit cold turkey, but the last time I tired, I turned into a raving bitch from hell! So to spear myself and my Hubby some sanity, I’m going to take baby steps. On average I was smoking a pack to a pack and a half a day (20-30 cigarettes) sometimes more.

If I allow myself to sit outside (we don’t smoke in the house) and read, or bring my laptop outside, I can easily chain smoke and not really realize I’m smoking as much as I am. Anyways, I have cut back to 12-14 cigarettes day for the time being. Yesterday was hard for me for some reason so I had 17 cigarettes. I know to some, cutting back to 12-14 cigarettes still sounds like allot of smoking, but when your used to just grabbing one whenever you fill the need, and used to having 20-30 in your system, cutting back to half does take some will power. My breathing has not been an issue since starting the med’s and cutting back on my smoking, and I am already feeling a BIG difference in how I feel. I’m going to go with a 2 week schedule on cutting the number of cigarettes, every 2 weeks I’m going to go down at least 2 a day till I eventually will be able to give them up all together. So wish me luck!! Oh, and so far we have saved about $50.00 this week on the cost of my habit!!! So that’s always a plus.


Anyways, I wanted to give everyone an update on the Steam Mop/Cleaner my parents got me for my birthday. I LOVE this gadget!!!! Thursday I decided to get REALLY motivated and clean. Since I was having the breathing problems, I was unable to get up and do very much prior to Tuesday. Wednesday I took it easy, just piddling around the house, but by Thursday I was ready to get up and get moving or go mad!

Hubby has used the steam mop a few times, but the living room floor was in bad need of a good cleaning. Normally the floors just get swept and mopped like anyone else would do, but at least twice a month, the hard wood floors need scrubbed, which I would do by hand! That was killer on my back let me tell ya!! Well NO MORE!!!!! The Gruene steam mop is AWESOME!!!!!!

Here are some before pictures….


And the after….



Can you see the difference? It’s almost like looking at new flooring!! They don’t look that good when I do it by hand!!!!!

And before you think it, yes my wood floors need sanding and new polyurethane. When we first moved into this house, it had white carpet throughout. Remember, I have 5 house pets, so needless to say I got tired of shampooing the carpet every month, sometimes twice, and we ripped it all out. Well with having Capone and Dakota, our late Rotties, we decided to wait on refinishing the floors. Capone was a 225lb Male Rottie, who shook the house when he would run through it, and left scratches on the floors as he went. So we did not see a point and sinking all the time, money and effort into refinishing the floors just so they would get messed up. Now that my big babies are in heaven we can redo the floors, well once we are done with the bathroom anyways. At the same time though, I like the “rustic” look of the floors, least when they are dust free, so it doesn’t bother me at the moment to not have them all new and shinny looking.

Anyways, more on the steam mop….

With the wood flooring being the original flooring, it is uneven in some areas, so I will have to go in both directions with the steam mop. As for using the attachments for the steamer, I love those too!! This baby is AWESOME on windows!!!! Yes you still have to whip up a little water here and there when using the squidgy attachment, but you won’t here me complain!!

If you do not have this steam mop, I HIGHLY recommend getting it!!!! After using this steam mop through out the house, I can walk around barefooted!!! I NEVER go without having some kind of shoes on, I can’t stand anything being stuck to the bottom of my feet, or my feet being dirty. And after using this mop, and this may sound stupid, but it felt GOOD to walk around barefooted!!! at least till the dogs came in the house lolol.

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Doing my part…

I had a Lady email me today referring to my post on The Cove. She is also speaking out about something similar to this issue, so I wanted to help spread the word by linking to her site. Please take a minute and click the link (Saving Flipper) below to check her site out and pass it on.


Saving Flipper


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Another day, A new number

Yep, I’m officially 34 years old today!!! And I’m somewhat hating it!!! I have always heard that “30″ was bad for some, but I think so far “34″ has been the worst for me. Not because I’m having a bad day, which I did spend my morning/early afternoon at Urgent Care, but because it feels like life is half over in some ways.

I feel like I haven’t done enough, seen enough or experienced enough in my 34 years, so to a degree it has been a little bit of a depressing day. I know I have allot to live for, a lot to still experience in life, and maybe make a difference in this world, somehow, somewhere, someday, but it is really hitting me this year.

My son started High School this year, he will be learning how to drive before the year is up, and before I know it, he will be grown and on his own, that alone scares the hell out of me!!!!

I don’t really have anything to complain about. For the most part, I’m healthier than some, generally happy, and blessed to have what I do have. I don’t feel like I should be 34 yet!! I guess somewhere in the back of my mind I’m still that early 20 something girl holding the world in her hands, and not quit sure what to do with it, or who/where she wants to be in 10 years etc etc…

I’m not complaining but I guess…. Life is just scary at times, especially when you sit down, look back, and wonder…….


Life goes by wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too fast!!!!

Today also marks 20 years when a good friend of mine was found murdered, so that hurts a little too. But at the same time, I smile when I think of him, because I know he is up there somewhere watching out for me. I miss you Tony!!!!



As for everyone who has wished my a “Happy Birthday” on facebook (so far….<wink>)….. THANKS!!!!! I appreciate you all taking time out to send me good wishes!! (((((HUGS))))))

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Making a little progress..

Lately I haven’t felt like doing much of anything. My Doctor has changed my medicine because come to find out, and after almost 6 months, I’m allergic to what I was on! She prescribed me something else and it just is not working!! So I will be starting another new medicine tomorrow. It isn’t no wonder I don’t know if I’m coming or going!!!


Anyways, Hubby and I are working on the chairs this evening. I haven’t really touched them in a week and I’m getting tired of looking at them as they are, so I’m hoping to get them completed this weekend. Key word, “hoping”!! Lets see what these new med’s make me fell like, if I’m lucky, they will make me really “happy” (and I don’t mean “high”) and I’ll be buzzing around getting all kinds of projects done!! lol


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