Jan 26 2010
I’m sorry!
As some of you could probably tell by my last post, I have been sorta mad at the world lately. I wanted to say I’m sorry!!! Looking back on that post makes me feel like a cold heart bitch from hell and I should have just kept it to myself.
Remember this post and this one? Well it has all come full circle and hit me again! So I have not really been myself for the last few weeks. I did get back into the doctor before it got as bad this time around though. The medicine she originally had me on, I had to stop taking because of how expensive they were, plus they helped, but I don’t think they were really the right med’s for me. They took the edge off and helped when it come to day to day functioning but still they were not enough. Anyways, since I started feeling bad again, I went back to the specialist yesterday and talked to her about what is going on now. She prescribed me medicine for the ADD/ADHD (it also helps with the anxiety I have been having) and also gave me some lunesta to help me get some sleep. My sleeping patterns lately have been so off, I’m surprised I know what day it is. I only take the lunesta as needed because I do not want to become dependent on them, plus they leave an awful taste in your mouth. I slept like a baby last night though!!
I took the first pill today for the ADD/ADHD and so far I honestly feel like a whole new person and it has only been 2 hours!!! I just really hope this medicine is the right medicine for me, cause to be honest, I HATE taking drugs!! and I don’t want to have to go through several different medication before finding the right one, almost makes you feel like a lab rat! lol.
I have another interview today, so wish me luck. I had a interview last week but was told I had too much experience, HUH???? That kinda blew my mind to hear that. I have never been told, “well we really believe you would be a great addition to our staff but you have too much experience”. I guess they believe they would have to pay me a sky high hourly rate??? I have also spoken to a fella about doing home health care for his elderly mother. He will be out of town this week but told me he wanted to meet me in person as soon as he returned. The way he talked, I have the job! and it is “private” pay. So depending on what happens with this interview today will depend on which job I take. The private duty care is close to home, the other job has about a 30 minute drive, so if the pay rate is the same or close, I will most likely take the private duty case.
Well that is all for now. I’m going to try to get some sewing done, it’s been so long since I have really done much sewing that I may have forgot how too lolol.
Until next time…
Jamie



















































